Margaret
When a ten-year-old girl in 1958 Indiana is forced to face adult
realities
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It was a brisk winter day in February 1958. Ten years old, with
dish-water blond hair and hazel eyes, Margaret trudged slowly through
the soft snow, making her way to the "Spot”. She had left the house
through the back door and walked to the rear of the yard. Property
directly behind where Margaret lived belonged to the neighbors next door
but all the kids used it as a shortcut. Her steps took her to the edge
of a hill where a stand of small pines lined the hillside. Down she went
and through the trees to a small area of flat ground that bordered a
creek. Once there she turned left and climbed the sloping hill to the
roadway, crossed the bridge spanning the Little Elkhart River then eased
her way down the embankment to a path in the woods.
![]() She felt Greg and Paul would already be at the Spot. Two pair of boot marks preceded her in the snow. A short way into the woods she stopped and looked off to her right. A small clearing lay through the trees. She glared at the small clearing for a moment then continued along the path. As expected Paul and Greg Kedderman were sitting on the fallen tree that the kids in town called "the Spot". It lay only a dozen feet off the edge of the Little Elkhart River. On the map it was called a river but here it was so small that the kids in town all knew it as a creek or "crick". Years ago a heavy storm had caused the small creek to become a raging torrent, toppling an old tree as the creek overran its banks. Rushing water, forced under the tree, dug out a trough in the ground and left a natural hide-a-way after the waters receded. Paul and Greg sat atop the fallen tree trunk, systematically picking at the bark. "Hey, Margaret." Paul said. "Hi, Paul, Hi, Greg." Margaret replied, mounting the tree where it lay at the edge of the depression, then finding a spot next to Greg. Paul and Greg Kedderman were brothers and lived in the white house a few doors away from Margaret. Paul was nine. Greg was eight. Both were towheads. Margaret had made friends with them some five years back when her family moved to Bristol. "Hear about Mikey Peters?" Paul said. "Yeah." Margaret said. "I'm glad he's gone,” said Greg. "he talked to me like I was an idiot!" "Maybe 'cause you kept teasing him", volunteered Paul. "He should' a kicked your butt!" "He was weird!” Greg said, flipping a piece of bark at his bigger brother. "That's 'cause he told us he saw an Indian out here." Paul answered. "Anybody knows that there's been no Indians in Bristol for a hunnert years." "He's still weird." Greg said in his own defense. "How 'bout your Dad?" Paul said to Margaret, suddenly looking away as if trying to not need an answer. He knew Margaret's Dad was sick but after asking wished he hadn't. "I dunno," said Margaret, her eyes staring down. "Mom doesn't say much. I think maybe they don't want me to know." "Well, I hope he gets better." said Paul, trying to make up for bringing up something that may have made Margaret feel bad. Margaret's Dad was sick and Margaret knew that her Mom and Dad didn't want her to worry. They sometimes got quiet when she entered the room while they were talking. But her Dad's seemingly endless coughing told more of the truth about his health than any words could. "We better get home." Paul said to his younger sibling. "Mom's gonna get mad if she has to hunt us down. And you know she doesn't like us coming across the crick." Paul and Greg slid simultaneously off the trunk and landed in the depression below. "Comin', Margaret?" Greg asked. "Yeah", Margaret said, sliding off the tree and into the depression ala the brothers. She climbed up from the depression and followed Paul and Greg on the path home. When they came to a certain place each of them glanced off to one side to look at the small clearing that Margaret had viewed on her way to the Spot. She didn't say anything, especially to either Paul or Greg. She didn't want to be thought of as weird. She didn't want Paul or Greg to know that she saw an Indian in that clearing just a week ago. Pulling open the screen door on the back door of the house, Margaret crossed the concrete floor of the back porch and twisted the oval knob on the door that led to the kitchen. Just inside the door a small triangular table held Fluffy the cat. Fluffy gave Margaret a questioning look as if to ask her where she'd been and what she'd been doing. "No going outside, Fluffy." Margaret said to her pet. Fluffy had figured out that by leaping to the small table next to the back
door, she could use her paws to twist the oval doorknob. Once the latch
cleared, the natural weight of the door would cause it to swing open.
This was Fluffy's means of getting out without waiting for human help.
The only problem was that Fluffy had not yet learned how to close the
door behind her. With just one wood and coal-burning stove to heat a two
story house, a door left open in the dead of winter would cause Mom to
go after Fluffy with the broom."Margie?" her Mother's voice said, coming from the bathroom just to the right. "Hi, Mom." Margaret said, entering the bathroom that doubled as a laundry room. Her parents had entered the modern age last year when Dad bought a used wringer washer. Mom was pulling Dad's work clothes from the washtub portion, feeding an end of the clothing between the two rubber rollers and turning the handle. Dad's workpants passed between the ringers, the rolling pin shaped rollers squeezed the excess water back into the tub. The rung pants came out the other side where Mom dropped them into a laundry basket. "Your Dad will be home at six, Margie, and I need you to help me with dinner. Now pick out three nice potatoes and peel them for me, would you, Sweetheart?" Margaret pulled off her worn winter coat and her fur-trimmed brown rubber boots. She grabbed the potatoes from a hanging basket, took a peeler from the drawer and peeled while her Mom hung the clothes on the large back porch. Her Mom came in while Margaret was already cutting the potatoes to put on the stove to boil. "Mom," Margaret said somewhat cautiously, "Is Dad going to be alright?" Margaret's Mom stopped at the back door and for a moment just looked at Margaret. In a soft, low voice she said, "We can only hope Margie. You must know that we've been keeping things from you...not wanting you to worry." "I know." Margaret replied, now too sheepish to look at her Mother. "Listen, Margie," her Mother said, "supper's still a couple hours away. Why don't you go see what the Kedderman boys are up to? It will take your mind off such things." Margaret didn't respond except to again put on her coat and boots then silently made for the back door. She didn't even think about Paul and Greg Kedderman. She took off for the one place where she could think things out. Perhaps where she could cry without being seen. Margaret retraced the steps she had taken earlier. When she crossed the Little Elkhart and dropped down the slope to the path
she did not bother to look off to the clearing on the right as she had
before. But even so, as she reached the place where she could look to
the clearing, something off to side caught her vision.There, about a hundred feet away, what seemed to be an Indian sat cross-legged before a small fire. He appeared to be cloaked in an animal hide for warmth and was prodding the small fire with a wooden stick when he looked up and eyed Margaret. For a moment Margaret was frozen in time. She had always been taught not to talk to strangers but there was something in the face of the Indian that showed a half smile and a look of welcome. Margaret remained motionless. Then the Indian, rubbing his hands over the flames, beckoned to her to come forward, pointing at the fire and resuming rubbing his hands. With what Margaret felt in her heart that day about her Father, she seemed to throw caution away and slowly moved toward the seated Indian. When she got within several feet she paused. She could tell he was old. Long, gray hair fell down to his shoulders and was held tightly around the top with a bright cloth band. His skin was brown, worn and leathery. He wore animal hide britches and jacket. A decorative, half moon carving hung on a beaded string from his neck. His feet were shod with moccasins. He sat on an animal skin and on the other side of the little fire a small animal skin lay on the ground as if waiting to be occupied. "Come,” the Indian said, “sit and be warm." Margaret moved closer while keeping the small fire between her and her new acquaintance. "Warm fire." the Indian repeated staring into the flames. Slowly Margaret lowered herself onto the unused skin opposite the Indian. Neither spoke for some little time as the flames warmed her. Margaret merely stared at the Indian as he poked at the fire, the small collection of tree branches giving off a small white wisp of smoke which lazily rose into the winter sky. "You come this way before." the old Indian finally said. "See you on path." For a minute Margaret did not respond, then said, "Yes", sometimes me and my friends come this way." "Young friends," the Indian said, "Two young braves." Margaret felt he must have been referring to Paul and Greg and that this old Indian must have been watching them earlier. This made Margaret a little nervous. Then Margaret said, "Do you live around here? I think I've seen you before." "Live here many moons" replied the Indian. "See many people come through trees over time." "What's your name?" Margaret decided to ask. In case the boys wouldn't believe she had seen the Indian just like Mikey Peters had, at least she'd have a name to back up her story. "Wa-taka." replied her Indian host, stirring the small fire. "I'm Margaret." Margaret stated, forgetting not to tell strangers who she was. "You are young, my little friend." said the Indian. "Time for play and laughing but your face not look happy." Margaret figured anybody could tell that her look carried concern but still was bothered that this old Indian had been able to know her mood. "It's my Dad." Margaret said looking into the fire.
"Yes." said the old Indian. "Much to worry about at such a young
age." “We'll be going to Phoenix, Margie", her Mom explained, taking time
to search her daughter’s face for her reaction. "We're going to move in
with Aunt Bernice until we can get situated."
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